Zekashis

http://zekashis.wordpress.com

2007-03-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

Migration complete.

My new blog is now on http://zekashis.wordpress.com.

Check it out!

ADD of the simplest kind.

2007-01-28T04:18:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how year by year passes by and I never take note of those years.

I just realized that I have no 3-9 year old memories. All I have are some crummy photos and my parents' accounts of the "interesting" things that might have happened on those years. Mind you, some of the thoughts they had were way blurrier (word? yes it is.) than my accounts of them.

Which bring us to why logs are important. If I had a diary, or some other more lasting log, I wouldn't have to be scrounging around to see what had happened on that day everytime someone tells me that this day is important.

I only have short term memory, just like your computer RAM. Once the power is out, all contents are flushed. So when my power goes out (about 1-2 years), it gets lost in my little vortex of a brain. I can still fish out a few minute details, but most are gone, forever in the worst case.

Now, I keep all kinds of logs. I have my diary, this blog, my dream compilation, my poetry collection, my fanfictions, my short stories and lots of papers containing various literature, made by my anonymously anonymous friends (hem... Dita... HEM! *coughs*). I don't wanna lose anything anymore, so you could kind of say, I'm organizing my life.

Come to think of it, would you like to see some of the stuff I wrote? My stories and the like? If you want to, I could post it here, and make ya'll see how sucky I could be.

I think it would be fun, and entertaining. Although, I have a feeling I *might* move my blog again. Heh. I have too many blogs, people are starting to lose track of where I am!

Dunno, but I *might* try a free WordPress blog. It depends if I get more time to make a good-looking blog.

Stay tuned for updates.

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Anagram Mania for my KoL friends!

2007-01-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

Ravioli Rana => Ovarian Lair

NML Manticore => Mint Cornmeal

NoxLupus KittyWolf => Twin Skull Foxy Pout

Shania Twain => Aha! I wants in!

Vanfleya => Leafy Van

Wombaticus => I *ow* Cat's Bum

Arbiter => Bra Tier

Bamlet Applebaum => A Papal Emblem Tub

Three_Leaf_Ivy => Free thy evil 'A'

World Wizard => Rad World Wiz

Aren't anagrams fun?

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A Man of Weak Resolve

2007-01-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

A man of weak resolve never learns from his own mistakes; he remains constant, brewing in his own self-pity. He just cries on his bed, thinking why it happened.

Ever the pessimist, he doesn't do anything about what he lacks, he just carries on with his life but losing all hope of his current endeavor, never trying again, he would even avoid it at all costs. He carries on each day knowing that nothing will happen, because he doesn't let anything extraordinary happen.

He will never amount to anything due to his building of a barrier, a set of limits, which he contains himself into. He will, however, rue other people's accomplishments, become bitter at other's successes and hates himself for not being like 'that guy'.

A man of weak resolve has poor self-image, seeing himself as a man of no talent and of no purpose. Seeing little of himself, he never lives his life to the fullest, attributing it to his lack of expertise or liking for the subject.

Weakness is a state of mind. All people have weaknesses. We should see our weaknesses as a chance to change, to reinforce these weaknesses and remove them completely out of our life. Think of it a hole in the roof. What do you do with this hole? Do you let it stay there and let it become even bigger and eventually collapse the whole ceiling? I thought so.

Change begins within. Change for the better and the clandestine beauty of the world will appear before your eyes. A change within you creates a ripple in the still water. A tiny ripple can affect the whole pond.

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Cool is KoL.

2007-01-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

Damn. I've only been addicted to a few stuffage. KoL is one them.

The Kingdom of Loathing is a browser-based MSORPG-MMORPG-hybrid that features groundbreaking graphics (featuring the most detailed stick figures that pushes even the new GeForce graphics card to its limits), broad multiplayer options (limited to PvP), a friendly community (with amazingly few m347 b3gz0rz, stfu fl4m3 tr0lls and sp4m wi7ch3s) and the ultimate in replayablity (by doing the same thing over and over and over again).

I play it too much now. I'm hooked. What it lacks in graphics it totally makes up in laughs and events. It's updated every Tuesdays, adding even more to its already deep gameplay. Again, if you like the stuff that makes you laugh and think at the same time, play this.

Play play play. *clickety-click of the mouse*

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Between Tomatoes and Pasta.

2006-12-23T01:34:00.000+08:00

I love cooking.

Do you?

Especially when I get to cook for the people I love.

Just this afternoon, I cooked Pasta with Pesto and Sundried Tomatoes for my family and Reen-y.

Suffice to say they liked it, even though I just experimented with the sundried tomatoes part. Didn't even knew it would mesh really well. Glad it turned out okay and not ended with people lining up to the bathroom.

Plus, it added respect from Reeny~chan, which is always a really big thing.

Want me to cook something up for you?

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Centralists.

2006-12-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah. That's what I call people who want the whole world to revolve around them.

The people who wish to be the 'star' in every situation.

I've always despised these kinds of people, they tend to be conniving, manipulative and self-serving (which is probably because what being a centralist is which would be redunda.... ok, blathering. on with the show).

If you want to hit for homerun, why not imagine a hippocritical centralist, the ultimate in the amazing fluxes in the creation of mankind (oh, and it's not hard to imagine, as I am unlucky enough to know a few).

Why, oh, why, of all that is good, that I happen to attract this kinds of people? I'm like a freaking live bait here! Do I have a target on my back? Do I look like I am going to be amused by your obnoxious antics?

I guess that's life. A big, heaping, stinky pile of poo. XD

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Ahhh... Un-loveless at Christmas.

2006-12-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

I think I'm falling. Falling in love once more.

I never knew.

You told me to go to that tree where we played when we were kids.

I will cherish that, that time we spent under that tree.

You took a chance and told me that you liked me.

I never spoke a word and you cried,

I took you into my arms, stroking your hair as you still continued to cry.

I asked why you were crying and you said it was nothing,

You told me to forget what you just said.

I asked why still.

You said that your heart races whenever you were with me.

You said that you never had the courage to tell me, except now.

You said you don't want to lose me.

I finally replied.

"Why will you lose me? I will always be here for you."

"I like you too."

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I'm extremely tired...

2006-12-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

How can you help someone who doesn't want help?

No matter how long you have been waiting for the person to welcome the help, they just completely ignore it and continue working alone.

The coolest part of this is that they didn't accept the help, but they get angry that you didn't help them. What... they didn't hear themselves rejecting the help?

It's like talking to eight-year-old who wants to be independent. So obstinate. I decided not to care that much. I'll let him be. If that is what they want, they should get it. At least there would be no more conflicts.

All I want is just to make this sail behind. Let the water pass under the bridge. I never want to have an enemy, and I am not going to start now.

All I'm saying is help and be helped. No man is an island. When all people work towards a common goal, the goal is achieved much quicker than if you did it alone.

Oh, and I am still generalizing. Maybe.

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Theoretical Rockbottom

2006-12-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

Think rockbottom is just a freaking expression?

I beg to differ.

I need to make 61 points in the INTECAL (Integral Calculus) just to make the surely passed grade. This simply means that I have a 0.0, an all-time-low I have in them gawddang Mathematics subjects. Making me... Extremely worried and highly disbelieving.

This must be a wake-up call. Although, there is this little part of me that believes this is all my fault. I was so unfocused this past few days... Ehem... weeks, that I could hardly keep up with discussion. Well, ok, I was completely wiped out. Woooosh me.

Now, I believe that I will have to take the removals. Making me, take the same-damn-failure in another day. What's the difference?

Oh, INTECAL... How many more lives...? XD

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Life is Good. Hard, but good.

2006-11-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

The best things in life are free. The chirping of the birds outside, the lush viridian fields, the soft rolling ocean. Man was once satisfied with just this. Simple pleasures now overlooked with the advent of technology.

Not that technology is bad, either. It's extremely important in our everyday life. Difficult and taxing tasks become easy, even trivial. I, myself, can say that I can't live without it. However, this past few days, I've come to realize that life is not all about gaining new and more extensive knowledge, but the return to past innocence, seeing the world as a miracle, observing everything and being thankful for it.

It all began at my school. In my opinion, De La Salle - Canlubang is one of the most conducive areas for learning. It is quite solemn and peaceful, with the view the same. It's quite amazing how the industrial park next to it is not that noticeable.

Going up to the rooftop of the school, you could see the mountains and the clear blue sky, meshed together. A blast from Mother Nature, maybe I received a lot of it. Maybe too much.
It makes you appreciate how great everything is, even if you think your life sucks. Uplifting and quite irregular from what I do everyday.

Computer, TV, Cellphone, Console, Books, Chores. My life. So, standing up there made me want to do something different, just to break the cycle. Dunno. Something different, just to differ the monotonous. Maybe plant a tree, ride a bike (although I do not know how to), hike, take a swim, stargaze, take a long walk, or play sports.

The thing is, as someone said, "Too much of a good thing is bad", is very much true. We're too wired. If we could just step back and admire everything God created, maybe we'd all be improved for the best.

This doesn't really sound like me, eh? NEXT!

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Good Samaritans Still Exist.

2006-11-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Who knew, good samaritans still do exist.

Just this morning I've been helped by one, it would have been an accident waiting to happen if he did not come to the rescue.

I was driving near the McDonalds near Bel Air 2, near the traffic light, and it turned red. I was talking with my friend JP when a stranger knocked on the glass of the car door. I was surprised, he didn't look like he would be begging for alms or something. He pointed at my left rear tire. I looked and was surprised to see that it was very much lacking of air. I checked it this morning it was okay, so it means it was on the way there. So, I stopped near a gas station and pumped up the tire.

Think of that. He pointed it out to me even if he was sitting comfortably in his car, he could have ignored it, but he chose the former.

I'm thankful to this unknown stranger, whoever he may be. Good samaritans still do exist. Pay it forward.

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ZOMG! Another Blog?!

2006-11-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. I've made this blog so that I may easily access it from Flock.

I'm pretty tired of my last blog, so I decided to reinvent and scrap the old. It's still there though, if you still want to view it.

This blog will be continously updated, maybe weeks at a time. Dunno. WHEN I get really creative. XD

So... Just wait for it. I'm waiting for that stroke of brilliance.

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