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The official blog of Karlo Paolo T. Pagtalunan - the aspiring Freelance Web Developer.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Between Tomatoes and Pasta.

I love cooking.

Do you?

Especially when I get to cook for the people I love.

Just this afternoon, I cooked Pasta with Pesto and Sundried Tomatoes for my family and Reen-y.

Suffice to say they liked it, even though I just experimented with the sundried tomatoes part. Didn't even knew it would mesh really well. Glad it turned out okay and not ended with people lining up to the bathroom.

Plus, it added respect from Reeny~chan, which is always a really big thing.

Want me to cook something up for you?

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

Centralists.

Yeah. That's what I call people who want the whole world to revolve around them.

The people who wish to be the 'star' in every situation.

I've always despised these kinds of people, they tend to be conniving, manipulative and self-serving (which is probably because what being a centralist is which would be redunda.... ok, blathering. on with the show).

If you want to hit for homerun, why not imagine a hippocritical centralist, the ultimate in the amazing fluxes in the creation of mankind (oh, and it's not hard to imagine, as I am unlucky enough to know a few).

Why, oh, why, of all that is good, that I happen to attract this kinds of people? I'm like a freaking live bait here! Do I have a target on my back? Do I look like I am going to be amused by your obnoxious antics?

I guess that's life. A big, heaping, stinky pile of poo. XD

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Ahhh... Un-loveless at Christmas.

I think I'm falling. Falling in love once more.

I never knew.

You told me to go to that tree where we played when we were kids.

I will cherish that, that time we spent under that tree.

You took a chance and told me that you liked me.

I never spoke a word and you cried,

I took you into my arms, stroking your hair as you still continued to cry.

I asked why you were crying and you said it was nothing,

You told me to forget what you just said.

I asked why still.

You said that your heart races whenever you were with me.

You said that you never had the courage to tell me, except now.

You said you don't want to lose me.

I finally replied.

"Why will you lose me? I will always be here for you."

"I like you too."

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I'm extremely tired...

How can you help someone who doesn't want help?

No matter how long you have been waiting for the person to welcome the help, they just completely ignore it and continue working alone.

The coolest part of this is that they didn't accept the help, but they get angry that you didn't help them. What... they didn't hear themselves rejecting the help?

It's like talking to eight-year-old who wants to be independent. So obstinate. I decided not to care that much. I'll let him be. If that is what they want, they should get it. At least there would be no more conflicts.

All I want is just to make this sail behind. Let the water pass under the bridge. I never want to have an enemy, and I am not going to start now.

All I'm saying is help and be helped. No man is an island. When all people work towards a common goal, the goal is achieved much quicker than if you did it alone.

Oh, and I am still generalizing. Maybe.

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Theoretical Rockbottom

Think rockbottom is just a freaking expression?

I beg to differ.

I need to make 61 points in the INTECAL (Integral Calculus) just to make the surely passed grade. This simply means that I have a 0.0, an all-time-low I have in them gawddang Mathematics subjects. Making me... Extremely worried and highly disbelieving.

This must be a wake-up call. Although, there is this little part of me that believes this is all my fault. I was so unfocused this past few days... Ehem... weeks, that I could hardly keep up with discussion. Well, ok, I was completely wiped out. Woooosh me.

Now, I believe that I will have to take the removals. Making me, take the same-damn-failure in another day. What's the difference?

Oh, INTECAL... How many more lives...? XD


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